Sunday, February 4, 2007

Almost forgot I had a blog! Nearly 3 weeks without writing anything... seems so much happened since the last post. Let me think...

I have tutored at Room C for the fourth week now. A bit to my surprise, it is actually really more enjoyable than I expected. I didn't expect that I would actually look forward to it. Just being able to help students understand something, that moment when their face glows and say "Oh ~~", that really makes it all worthwhile.

Yesterday I prayed to God on a non-believer's behalf for the first time. Before I was a Christian, it always used to be that people would pray on my behalf, that God would reveal Himself to me. I cannot describe the mixed feelings when I did that for Betty for my first time. I could just picture I was at her place just a few years ago, and suddenly realized just how much God had revealed to me over these years. I really pray, God, that You will do the same for her what You did to me.

Wrote the first ever song in my life... I really can't believe it. I am really really "music stupid" when I was young, I am serious. But things have started to change when I started to really have the desire to play guitar in order to be able to sing those wonderful worship songs. Ever since then, God has revealed SO much to me. Thank You God for giving me this wonderful gift of music to experience more of You. I will not waste it.

Mum and dad just moved back to Hong Kong today. 16 years in Portugal... I guess they are now coming to an end. This is quite BIG, leaving everything behind after so many years. But I don't feel any discomfort for some reason... maybe I've been away for so long. I just realized that it would probably be a long time before I will go back there again... What would I do there anyway? There's no more home to go back to. So many memories running through my mind right now...

My parents are the ones who are really feeling the big change... I should really be more concerned about them these days. I love them. In the two weeks I will be in Hong Kong, I really need to spend some quality time with them, more than anybody else.

Missing somebody... I wonder what she is doing right now... Does she actually know?

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