It is again one of those moments where I need to think about what to do in the next step of my life... It is not easy...

Thoughts of scrambling for any well-paid job, has already left me a bit confused... My rash action yesterday, has made me think about what I actually want from my life... No answer yet, but making me think about it is already a good start...

Today I thought about what Francis Collins, the Director of the National Human Genome Research Institute (NHGRI) said... that he felt so lucky, because every aspect of his job is an opportunity for him to worship with the gifts of his calling.

I guess, God, that's what I want... that whatever I do in the next stage of my life, I will be able say at the end of every day that I have worshiped You. God, let me hear Your calling...